So this morning, it was actually hard for me to get out of bed. for some reason, i wasn't motivated to get up early. call it the lazy college boy in me, i had 3 alarms go off: 630, 650, and 800. i got a few calls from friends reminding me about brunch this morning, which turned out fabulous: Ant, Car, Chr, Hen, M, P, S. we're gonna be like invading the place now. and our tab came to like 99.93!
after some of uus went window shopping, other's went back to their places to study. p n m n i watched alvin, while i took a nap through most of it. i had already seen it so it wasn't that much of a waste of 10 bucks. then p n i headed back to watch borat, which was kinda disturbing and revealing and just plain funny.
what made this day interesting was that halfway through i kinda realized that although i progressed fairly in accepting who i am, i had regressed pretty far back as well. that got really really depressed for a handful of minutes, almost to the point of crying because of this sad realization. after a quick recheck, i just got a bit quiet and "observant". the nap helped, but basically i just masked it all for the sake of being good company while outdoors. i kinda believe inner turmoil should be dealt with at home or without so many distractions.
on my way back i got really into my mp3s, for there was this techno remix of vivaldi's winter of the four seasons. now i'm all motivated to do something, just as i'm falling asleep. at least i got my receipts and expenditures recorded for these last few days.

Tags: brunch, good company, self-critical, window shopping
Current Mood: tired