So i was reading a lot tonight, only because for some reason i felt lonely that i haven't found some people i want to hang out with more to bring with me to the bbq social at the ZC.

http://www.davecheong.com/2007/06/15/waking-up-early-15-tips-that-work/
http://motivatethyself.com/2008/08/29/10-tips-to-help-you-keep-a-smile-on-your-face/
http://www.balancedexistence.com/overcome-daily-fatigue-tiredness/

Most importantly is the last one, tapping into the power of the mind/brain when the signals the body constantly sends about pain and fatigue have stopped. And I tested it out. For the last 2 hours I've been playing Dragon Wars on Facebook, and managed to get enough to buy myself a mansion! I'm so proud, yet also slightly interested as to why i chose to pursue this rather than something more meaningful, like doing my writing/blogging, figuring out my task management, figuring out my expenses (that's my biggest concern, and yet it's also not...). Now I'm really tired, ready to get some deep sleep, but I've re-learned the power of the mind, willpower over body function. Full body relaxation allows more mental power to be utilized. Now I just have to redirect this knowledge into what I used to aim for: learning, relaxation, calling on my strength of wisdom.

This afternoon I did manage to help my ex and his paranoid BF. I was amazed at what I could use, how my creativity and past knowledge and resourcefulness was fully bloomed for a period of an hour with food in front of me. I hope what I told them will stay.

Tags: blogging, blogs, mental power, relationship, relaxation, will power, wisdom
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