Oh my goodness, i haven't updated you, LJ, in such a long time, and so so so much has happened.

I've decided that staying out of dad's place is best for me, even though my stuff is still there, which it won't be for long. I'm crashing at the Geary Suite, the Fencing co-op, and maybe some other minor life-characters' dwellings, here in the big city.

I just started a new job thanks to the great nativa La Croix. A great, impressive, chain cafe/bakery. Good food, fun coworkers, lots of chances to advance in the company, what more could i ask for.

Today was the 1st day. Lots of it remind me of the T.O., lots just confuse me, but it's all just a learning process. Just doing it, not going against it. The have a catering lead position opening up in August, and they're tagged me for that. Go with the flow, and i'll have lots of bonuses. High end fashion stores, here i come!

Tags: job

so i hope i remember this at least semi-correctly.

camping, redwoods, sorority girls, successfully starting a small fire, planning some sort of trap.

taking a laxitive, using a small, orange tarp as a giant 2 handed kite-like parasail and failing to correctly capture the wind to go where i want to go, end up diving above and below the water line of a great lake/sea, eventually diving underwater and using the parasail to capture the the currents and exploring .

Tags: dream

it is true, i am a game addict, in the geeky sense that I aim for high scores, efficient scoring, check frequently for tips and tricks and cheats. these are actually valuable skills to have: the drive, the resourcefulness, the creativity.

now i just need to find a scoring system based on life. how would one do that? a self-reward system? seeking out advice from superiors?
think, ryan, think! you've read so many personal growth blogs, there's bound to be something of use!

is tired, wants to sleep, but it's too early!

mmmm baked potato with alfredo sauce!

loves Kris Allen on The Ellen DeGeneres Show!

loves The Ellen DeGeneres Show

why place your happiness in another's hands?

is looking forward to another trip to SF!

had a rather enjoyable family dinner... and the stepmom.... oi so full!